Even When I Tell Myself to Leave the Camera at Home

I ALWAYS have a camera with me (camera phone does not count). Sometimes, I get so sick and tired of taking tango photos ("always the *yawn* same why do I keep taking the same same same same same???") that I force myself, yes, force, to leave the camera behind, and to go to the milonga, just to dance, to socialize (even though I am not particularly social at dances) Take a break, I say to myself.

And then I get to the milonga, and I see all these beautiful people, and their beautiful lines, and I take out my camera phone (sigh the stupid camera phone). And in the low light, the movements, the shots are destined to suck... And I don't care, because, it's as if... I am addicted...